I'm in a place right now that I will openly admit that I am not at all happy. I keep pushing in my career and keep falling in sink holes. Even relationships with others is 50/50. Its either someone wants something of me or put me down. There is no pretending that behind closed doors things are great. My kids have pushed me beyond limits that I didn't even know existed. Everything anymore is a battleground with my husband. I'm constantly trying to appease everyone and nothing is working in my favor. Not one little thing.
In my compounding pharmacy sales practice, things have been put on hold with new law changes. I haven't even had time to do one on one training. I'm in a bubble that I just keep letting people down and honestly I have no control over it. What I want and need to happen gets roadblocked.
I keep pushing for good. I still am optimistic.....well sorta. That in itself is losing its power day by day.
If I knew ahead of time that everything would be a fight, I should have taken boxing lessons.
Well there isn't much else to really vent about. So that's it for now. So back to the day of appeasing others, getting let down and then stomped on. Then repeat again tomorrow..............
In my compounding pharmacy sales practice, things have been put on hold with new law changes. I haven't even had time to do one on one training. I'm in a bubble that I just keep letting people down and honestly I have no control over it. What I want and need to happen gets roadblocked.
I keep pushing for good. I still am optimistic.....well sorta. That in itself is losing its power day by day.
If I knew ahead of time that everything would be a fight, I should have taken boxing lessons.
Well there isn't much else to really vent about. So that's it for now. So back to the day of appeasing others, getting let down and then stomped on. Then repeat again tomorrow..............
