Saturday, December 3, 2011

School, work....life. You know, the usual.

Ya..its been awhile. School has overtaken me. The only thing I've been writing lately is how to use critical thinking in the management world. BORING!!! I fall asleep writing my papers so I know my teacher that is giving me my A's is completely not reading my material and pretending to like me. Either way, I'm getting an A so I'm not going to complain. Too much anyways.....
I'm still searching for my next best thing in the job front. Nothing really has impressed me or has sparked my interest. I am thankful for the job that I have now and I don't want to just get another job just to have another job. It has to have a purpose for my career path. When people look at your resume, it has to have a balance. You don't want to confuse someone and actually make them ask you why you went from being a corporate executive to being barback at a local bar. This economy isn't helping though. Sometimes you just have to take what you can get to just have an income coming in. I've had people call me for Tech positions but to me it doesn't make sense. I would be taking two steps backwards. I love what I do, what I have experienced, but I want more. Maybe its selfish but I think I deserve more too. I have the drive. I work really hard. I know I will be happy in my career one day and I don't want to take any steps backwards in it. When I wasn't selected for the Analyst position at Amerisource....it sucked, especially knowing that it had nothing to do with me. It was because of one of my references. Funny isn't? I didn't get a job because of someone else. It is for the best though. I will not be bitter. I won't go into anymore detail about that situation. I just know I have to change my references and move on from that.
Time has created a new me. I appreciate the people I still hold close even though its a small handful. I've grown from my mistakes and learned from them. I am so looking forward to next year because I know it will not be as horrible as this year has been. It just can't be.

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